My Prince
MY DARLING!♥
/ Wednesday, December 1, 2010 @ 4:59 AM
hmmm, since i am bored. i shall do some posting although i am abit lazy to elaborate. haiz, baby is moving house in another 8 more days. i dun want. i want he stay close to me so he can find me anytime. why must he move? sad. now he must be busy packing his stuff and very eager to moved out and stay in an new environment knowing new ppl. He might meet pretty girls there, and become close friends and everyday slack at his house downstairs which idk. i really dunno how. since he is moving i cannot do anything, to stop him making or knowing ppl in his new neighbourhood. plus he seems to know alot ppl, and i guess to will get to know more. If he really got moved and like other girls, i can only wish him good luck. MY BOYFRIEND, I WILL MISS YOU.
hmmm, since i am bored. i shall do some posting although i am abit lazy to elaborate. haiz, baby is moving house in another 8 more days. i dun want. i want he stay close to me so he can find me anytime. why must he move? sad. now he must be busy packing his stuff and very eager to moved out and stay in an new environment knowing new ppl. He might meet pretty girls there, and become close friends and everyday slack at his house downstairs which idk. i really dunno how. since he is moving i cannot do anything, to stop him making or knowing ppl in his new neighbourhood. plus he seems to know alot ppl, and i guess to will get to know more. If he really got moved and like other girls, i can only wish him good luck. MY BOYFRIEND, I WILL MISS YOU.
/ Sunday, November 28, 2010 @ 11:15 PM
posting for today. early morning went to bi house then went to ws, challenger buy my extended socket. then bi want go bedok eat. eat alr at there shop. then went back to ws. baby buy wallet, sunglass and BUY FOR ME TOO :) THANKS BABY. after that daddy keep calling le then go home lor. just bathe come out. now posting. Actually i dun hate tattoo. But after baby say he want put, i somehow dun like it. i think i dun like he put ba. but that is his choice, i cannot stop. i know foc, but must he always do everything that is free? He somemore want put leg?! i not going to say anything alr, whatever i say he never listen, no point saying. As horoscope say: Gemini is very da nan ren zhu yi de( means every thing have to listen to him) So what can i do? once he set his mind, nobody can change. Haiz, pathetic, i think i failed as a girlfriend. Imagine yr boyfriend dun even listen to u, when he become yr husband alr how? worst. abandon u. i just a failer. haiz....
posting for today. early morning went to bi house then went to ws, challenger buy my extended socket. then bi want go bedok eat. eat alr at there shop. then went back to ws. baby buy wallet, sunglass and BUY FOR ME TOO :) THANKS BABY. after that daddy keep calling le then go home lor. just bathe come out. now posting. Actually i dun hate tattoo. But after baby say he want put, i somehow dun like it. i think i dun like he put ba. but that is his choice, i cannot stop. i know foc, but must he always do everything that is free? He somemore want put leg?! i not going to say anything alr, whatever i say he never listen, no point saying. As horoscope say: Gemini is very da nan ren zhu yi de( means every thing have to listen to him) So what can i do? once he set his mind, nobody can change. Haiz, pathetic, i think i failed as a girlfriend. Imagine yr boyfriend dun even listen to u, when he become yr husband alr how? worst. abandon u. i just a failer. haiz....
/ Wednesday, November 24, 2010 @ 7:28 PM
Haven been posting for a long time. Firstly because i very lazy and got nothing to post. i somehow dun want school to reopen because after reopen, there will be work work and still work. after school reopen i have to rush my dnt project, idk i have the time to accompany my bibi anot. i will of course spend time with him but i guess not so much cause the dnt have to do so much. lucky, i nver go cca or else i really have to time with him alr. Half a year have past for me and bibi, i really love him. but, he always dun care his life, i always wonder if he ever think of me. i want him forever. i really scared after he leave sec school, he will leave me. i bet he will find more suit him more pretty girl and by that time, he is gonna throw a side. daddy and mummy always say that, i only can pray that won't happen. these few days i just suspect he outside got play with other girls. i just want him to be honest with me. i actually dun like to keep asking, i want him to tell me. If i want to find out, by that time i really will be disappointed. i will lose trust in him. If he really have how? i really dunno. die? my daddy never do that to disappoint my muumy. i wonder my boy will play other girl. always think of that my heart really hurts. no chioce, who ask me to love him so much. I really dun want to find out myself, i dun want other ppl to tell me that they saw. i know, he changes he heart nobody can stop. he outside got play means in his heart dun have me anymore, i dun care if he is just playful but still like me. i will leave. no matter how much i love him, i will leave him and the world. And not letting him find me agn. I MEAN IT. i only can pray that he never do that or else be honest with me cause i can feel he play alr.
Haven been posting for a long time. Firstly because i very lazy and got nothing to post. i somehow dun want school to reopen because after reopen, there will be work work and still work. after school reopen i have to rush my dnt project, idk i have the time to accompany my bibi anot. i will of course spend time with him but i guess not so much cause the dnt have to do so much. lucky, i nver go cca or else i really have to time with him alr. Half a year have past for me and bibi, i really love him. but, he always dun care his life, i always wonder if he ever think of me. i want him forever. i really scared after he leave sec school, he will leave me. i bet he will find more suit him more pretty girl and by that time, he is gonna throw a side. daddy and mummy always say that, i only can pray that won't happen. these few days i just suspect he outside got play with other girls. i just want him to be honest with me. i actually dun like to keep asking, i want him to tell me. If i want to find out, by that time i really will be disappointed. i will lose trust in him. If he really have how? i really dunno. die? my daddy never do that to disappoint my muumy. i wonder my boy will play other girl. always think of that my heart really hurts. no chioce, who ask me to love him so much. I really dun want to find out myself, i dun want other ppl to tell me that they saw. i know, he changes he heart nobody can stop. he outside got play means in his heart dun have me anymore, i dun care if he is just playful but still like me. i will leave. no matter how much i love him, i will leave him and the world. And not letting him find me agn. I MEAN IT. i only can pray that he never do that or else be honest with me cause i can feel he play alr.
/ Thursday, November 11, 2010 @ 9:28 PM
i going crazy alr. i do every thing for my this baby boy. in the end, i get abandon, dislike, scolded. my fb wall keep appearing u keep like alot girl the status. dunno what ge.. pink , hhs, and alot. i know i should not think so much . But how u treat me, want i care, u keep say ya la ya la, or ha na, meaning i very lo so, u dun want i say anymore. since i am irritating, liking other girl status is better, maybe they are better, thats why u want to leave me. keith, all i can say is u DUN LOVE ME ANYMORE.
i going crazy alr. i do every thing for my this baby boy. in the end, i get abandon, dislike, scolded. my fb wall keep appearing u keep like alot girl the status. dunno what ge.. pink , hhs, and alot. i know i should not think so much . But how u treat me, want i care, u keep say ya la ya la, or ha na, meaning i very lo so, u dun want i say anymore. since i am irritating, liking other girl status is better, maybe they are better, thats why u want to leave me. keith, all i can say is u DUN LOVE ME ANYMORE.
/ Tuesday, October 26, 2010 @ 5:10 AM
i really no mood alr, i really dk what to do. i love him so much but in the end, he dun want his life, dun want me. maybe he dun love me anymore. he want to leave me, leave the world, i can only say he is very selfish. he always say he love me, but he never thought of my feelings before. he only think of himself. he always do things without thinking, and only make me worry for him. i hate the feeling, that he dun want me anytime, he will leave me anytime. i really cannot take it anymore. i really still need him, i need him for my rest of my life. maybe he dun want. since he take his life as a joke, from now on, i shall take my life as a game. lose then lose, die then die. i know he want help his friend, but taking his life for nothing, leaving me alone, he dun even respect me as his gf. or maybe he dun even treat as one. if he dun treat me as his gf, there is no point for him to say he love me. :(
i really no mood alr, i really dk what to do. i love him so much but in the end, he dun want his life, dun want me. maybe he dun love me anymore. he want to leave me, leave the world, i can only say he is very selfish. he always say he love me, but he never thought of my feelings before. he only think of himself. he always do things without thinking, and only make me worry for him. i hate the feeling, that he dun want me anytime, he will leave me anytime. i really cannot take it anymore. i really still need him, i need him for my rest of my life. maybe he dun want. since he take his life as a joke, from now on, i shall take my life as a game. lose then lose, die then die. i know he want help his friend, but taking his life for nothing, leaving me alone, he dun even respect me as his gf. or maybe he dun even treat as one. if he dun treat me as his gf, there is no point for him to say he love me. :(
/ @ 5:10 AM
argh, shall have a short post. bi, seems not telling me what his every move anymore. maybe, i should not be his gf, then the more he will cherish me ba. haiz, idk. he dun like i contact guys, but he seems to be answering girls calls every day. i really dunno what to do. all in my heart, all dk hu to tell. I keep telling myself to forget about it, so it won't hurt. maybe it last awhile. but slowing maybe i dun even want to care alr. I think tonight better dun talk on phone with him, later got girl call agn. he want to take revenge on everything i did to him, but i can't bring myseld to take revenge to contact guys, cause i really love him and i dun want to hurt him, so i shall not, but leave all the pain to myself, to my heart. Suffer alone, rather then making him suffer. ok, i shall not be selfish. i share. from now on, i am open alr. who wants my sweetheart, i share. i know everyone got their rights to fight for what they want.
argh, shall have a short post. bi, seems not telling me what his every move anymore. maybe, i should not be his gf, then the more he will cherish me ba. haiz, idk. he dun like i contact guys, but he seems to be answering girls calls every day. i really dunno what to do. all in my heart, all dk hu to tell. I keep telling myself to forget about it, so it won't hurt. maybe it last awhile. but slowing maybe i dun even want to care alr. I think tonight better dun talk on phone with him, later got girl call agn. he want to take revenge on everything i did to him, but i can't bring myseld to take revenge to contact guys, cause i really love him and i dun want to hurt him, so i shall not, but leave all the pain to myself, to my heart. Suffer alone, rather then making him suffer. ok, i shall not be selfish. i share. from now on, i am open alr. who wants my sweetheart, i share. i know everyone got their rights to fight for what they want.
