loves this pictures man! so sweet. How i wish i have such good photographer. Kenneth ma and Ella kwoon. So compartible. lots of muachz muachz. Even darling want learn them. Go watch survivors laws 2 and u will know why.

Haven been good terms with darling this week. i have been crying crying crying. i dun know why either. i feel so stress up. It really hurt my heart deeply. sometimes i hate myself for not able to forgive and forget everything until i want to dieing infront of u and say goodbye. It is too pain until i cannot take it anymore. Thanks a,b,c and p for comforting me on friday thanks alot, my girls. they say that why is he saying that? Brenda say" u are already his alr, why he scared? u alr, 100% his alr leh." Angie ask me talk to him. But at that time i feeling like acrossing the road and just being bang by car and not thinking and suffer this anymore. I have been controling my tears since geo class. Until in the bus, darling actually ignore me. My heart broken on the floor that i cannot pick up and fix it back. i cannot control my tears anymore. I seriously dun care is chasing me or like me anymore. what i care most now is how much do KEITH MUI XUAN HAO love me. That night agn, he is awake but he didn't even bother me. he actually gave me 1 MISSED CALL. WTF. plus he gave me the missed call is just returning my call. Meaning he dun want to call de. He dun want to talk to me. He DUN WANT ME. that moment, i was freaking upset. i actually took the penknife but sth stop me. idk what is it. I cried the whole night. until dunno what time, cry until eyes too pain and tired that i fell asleep. Next morning my eyes was like omg la. heng, mummy never ask. lucky my arm no bruce too. if not mummy sure ask what did i do. By that time i need go counselling alr.