My Prince
MY DARLING!♥
/ Tuesday, October 26, 2010 @ 5:10 AM
argh, shall have a short post. bi, seems not telling me what his every move anymore. maybe, i should not be his gf, then the more he will cherish me ba. haiz, idk. he dun like i contact guys, but he seems to be answering girls calls every day. i really dunno what to do. all in my heart, all dk hu to tell. I keep telling myself to forget about it, so it won't hurt. maybe it last awhile. but slowing maybe i dun even want to care alr. I think tonight better dun talk on phone with him, later got girl call agn. he want to take revenge on everything i did to him, but i can't bring myseld to take revenge to contact guys, cause i really love him and i dun want to hurt him, so i shall not, but leave all the pain to myself, to my heart. Suffer alone, rather then making him suffer. ok, i shall not be selfish. i share. from now on, i am open alr. who wants my sweetheart, i share. i know everyone got their rights to fight for what they want.
argh, shall have a short post. bi, seems not telling me what his every move anymore. maybe, i should not be his gf, then the more he will cherish me ba. haiz, idk. he dun like i contact guys, but he seems to be answering girls calls every day. i really dunno what to do. all in my heart, all dk hu to tell. I keep telling myself to forget about it, so it won't hurt. maybe it last awhile. but slowing maybe i dun even want to care alr. I think tonight better dun talk on phone with him, later got girl call agn. he want to take revenge on everything i did to him, but i can't bring myseld to take revenge to contact guys, cause i really love him and i dun want to hurt him, so i shall not, but leave all the pain to myself, to my heart. Suffer alone, rather then making him suffer. ok, i shall not be selfish. i share. from now on, i am open alr. who wants my sweetheart, i share. i know everyone got their rights to fight for what they want.
