My Prince
MY DARLING!♥
/ Tuesday, October 26, 2010 @ 5:10 AM
i really no mood alr, i really dk what to do. i love him so much but in the end, he dun want his life, dun want me. maybe he dun love me anymore. he want to leave me, leave the world, i can only say he is very selfish. he always say he love me, but he never thought of my feelings before. he only think of himself. he always do things without thinking, and only make me worry for him. i hate the feeling, that he dun want me anytime, he will leave me anytime. i really cannot take it anymore. i really still need him, i need him for my rest of my life. maybe he dun want. since he take his life as a joke, from now on, i shall take my life as a game. lose then lose, die then die. i know he want help his friend, but taking his life for nothing, leaving me alone, he dun even respect me as his gf. or maybe he dun even treat as one. if he dun treat me as his gf, there is no point for him to say he love me. :(
i really no mood alr, i really dk what to do. i love him so much but in the end, he dun want his life, dun want me. maybe he dun love me anymore. he want to leave me, leave the world, i can only say he is very selfish. he always say he love me, but he never thought of my feelings before. he only think of himself. he always do things without thinking, and only make me worry for him. i hate the feeling, that he dun want me anytime, he will leave me anytime. i really cannot take it anymore. i really still need him, i need him for my rest of my life. maybe he dun want. since he take his life as a joke, from now on, i shall take my life as a game. lose then lose, die then die. i know he want help his friend, but taking his life for nothing, leaving me alone, he dun even respect me as his gf. or maybe he dun even treat as one. if he dun treat me as his gf, there is no point for him to say he love me. :(
