My Prince
MY DARLING!♥
/ Wednesday, November 24, 2010 @ 7:28 PM
Haven been posting for a long time. Firstly because i very lazy and got nothing to post. i somehow dun want school to reopen because after reopen, there will be work work and still work. after school reopen i have to rush my dnt project, idk i have the time to accompany my bibi anot. i will of course spend time with him but i guess not so much cause the dnt have to do so much. lucky, i nver go cca or else i really have to time with him alr. Half a year have past for me and bibi, i really love him. but, he always dun care his life, i always wonder if he ever think of me. i want him forever. i really scared after he leave sec school, he will leave me. i bet he will find more suit him more pretty girl and by that time, he is gonna throw a side. daddy and mummy always say that, i only can pray that won't happen. these few days i just suspect he outside got play with other girls. i just want him to be honest with me. i actually dun like to keep asking, i want him to tell me. If i want to find out, by that time i really will be disappointed. i will lose trust in him. If he really have how? i really dunno. die? my daddy never do that to disappoint my muumy. i wonder my boy will play other girl. always think of that my heart really hurts. no chioce, who ask me to love him so much. I really dun want to find out myself, i dun want other ppl to tell me that they saw. i know, he changes he heart nobody can stop. he outside got play means in his heart dun have me anymore, i dun care if he is just playful but still like me. i will leave. no matter how much i love him, i will leave him and the world. And not letting him find me agn. I MEAN IT. i only can pray that he never do that or else be honest with me cause i can feel he play alr.
Haven been posting for a long time. Firstly because i very lazy and got nothing to post. i somehow dun want school to reopen because after reopen, there will be work work and still work. after school reopen i have to rush my dnt project, idk i have the time to accompany my bibi anot. i will of course spend time with him but i guess not so much cause the dnt have to do so much. lucky, i nver go cca or else i really have to time with him alr. Half a year have past for me and bibi, i really love him. but, he always dun care his life, i always wonder if he ever think of me. i want him forever. i really scared after he leave sec school, he will leave me. i bet he will find more suit him more pretty girl and by that time, he is gonna throw a side. daddy and mummy always say that, i only can pray that won't happen. these few days i just suspect he outside got play with other girls. i just want him to be honest with me. i actually dun like to keep asking, i want him to tell me. If i want to find out, by that time i really will be disappointed. i will lose trust in him. If he really have how? i really dunno. die? my daddy never do that to disappoint my muumy. i wonder my boy will play other girl. always think of that my heart really hurts. no chioce, who ask me to love him so much. I really dun want to find out myself, i dun want other ppl to tell me that they saw. i know, he changes he heart nobody can stop. he outside got play means in his heart dun have me anymore, i dun care if he is just playful but still like me. i will leave. no matter how much i love him, i will leave him and the world. And not letting him find me agn. I MEAN IT. i only can pray that he never do that or else be honest with me cause i can feel he play alr.
